long time no see:)

I'm so sorry for the 4 months of silence..esp to dear Qila(; .Been busy for awhile now(pfftt, reason sama je mamat ni-.-'').
Honestly, there nothing much going on here in Moscow...the timetable for the 2nd semester of my med school was really cruel(may be too much), packed and of course tiring...


the weather here also to be honest doesn't helped at all . It's already spring in Moscow(yeay!)..but the spring here was not as I expected : I really cant differentiate the winter and the spring here. The temperature is still cold(below 0, usually -7 to -9) and the snow flakes keep on falling, just like in winter..sigh*


all of this made me really miss my home,,, but fear not, my flight to Malaysia will be in the 24th June:)
frankly, I already listed all the must-eat-food during my summer break.
Here are some of the names in the never-ending list(:
-sate
-nasi lemak sambal paru**all time fav:)
-satar
-bubur pulut hitam
-cendol leman dawi(y)
-patin masak tempoyak
-nagoden(nostalgia dowh:P)


cant wait to see my family and friends...


p/s: x sabar nk claim kat org yg dah janji nak belanja tutti frutti:P

please do come back in my life, I do miss you

First of all, sorry for the late update (esp for Azree:P). Been busy for awhile.ulakk..haha

It has been 3 months since my first step here in Moscow...many things happened here..Raya Korban, lots of colloq(test), shopping for winter coats(Y) and bla,bla,bla...it took awhile for me to suit myself here and still even after 3 month, I think I'm still in the 'settling down' period...-.-''

Had finished my lesson for the first semester and already seated the Bioorganic Chem final exam written test turns on the "heat" of upcoming 3 week Winter Break..the Mara girls spend their holidays at UK(pergh, kencang la korang(Y)) and some of the YT boys are heading to Germany..and Me?? well, as ALL of my holidays plans turned down (*nk balik msia sekejap sgt-.-''), I've made my decision to stay and explore Moscow for the rest of the winter...here is some of my place-to-go lists:

1)All the Metro station

2)All Cheapest place to look for winter coats(p/s: kalau reasonable baru along beli ye Adik-adik-.-'')

3)All the Mosque 

4)Low-Yat Moscow- Nouvi

5)All the free "ice rink"(kolam beku(Y))

6)Verobevi Gory- ski

sound exciting ehh?? I hope so*I REALLY am..

also, one more thing, I learned something really important today: 

"Allah swt always has 3 replies to our prayers; 

1. Yes

2. Yes, but not now 

3. I have a better plan for you. 

There’s never a No":)

I've may deleted her in my mind, thrown her out from my 'face'...but I never delete her in my immature, childish heart..

I'm really bad at this

I've had gone through one of my toughest week here..having flung both my Latin writing test and Anatomy oral..and to make things worst I've had done the most horrible thing in my entire life: confessing at wrong place, wrong time, wrong date(selalu org propose date lawa la kan), and most important confessing to the wrong person.

In my entire life, I never get into a Girl life's and get so close to her in just 4 weeks time except kau QILA(Y)..oh my, i really made a big mistake of having a curiosity to get to know her at the first place when I'm still in Malaysia(da nk blah jauh baru nk rapat-.-'')

so, tak nk bg korang muntah dengan cerita bodoh ni we skip the story and jump to the conclusion: I've learned a very important lesson in my life, the hard way of course: NEVER CONFESS THAT YOU LOVE SOMEONE except she's your mother..and really, long-distance relationships never works( maybe it works on you guys but absolutely not working for me).. and to all my sisters at home, don't ever except a guy(I mean at your young age, what you supposed to do is study and grab a scholarship like me:P p/s; HUDA, take note yea)..

anyway, what happend the last 3 days really broke my heart to pieces...I've should listened to my Umi, "Zaki belajar elok2, bawak balik title Dr., nnt umi carikan sorang soulmate, jgn nk memandai couple2 kat Russia nnt"(siap bg warning keras lagi before nk naik flight)..ok jugakkan kalau mak sendiri pilih? x de la masalah kne reject( mcm drama la pulak nnt-.-'') and sure she picked up the best for her beloved son(I'm blind and worst at judging girls)... But clumsy me already jump the fire and now suffering the circumstances. Maybe she's already know that I'm really bad in love..minta maaf umi..Zaki janji tak buat dah..I know, I have a long journey to go...but then deep in my heart I need someone that can I share my laugh, my jokes, my tears and my hardships here..

But, then as the old saying "KumbangBunga bukan sekuntum," it reliefs my heart a bit..at least it given me some "hope" ..anyway, yesterday, just as what I wish, its SNOWING here:)) Thank You Allah for giving me the chance to breathe and materialized my dream on pursuing my studies in medicine..I beg You O Allah, bestow me with strength, intelligence and luck for me to reach my goal...and last but not least, blessed me with a solehah wife for me to share everything I've got with her, Insyaalaah.amin

p/s: bahu awak keras la QILA(Y)

  

Prologue- I miss my umi here.

Having a blog doesn't mean I like writing or good in it. In fact, I hate writing and I always got a 'B'  in Penulisan in all public exam..But then, as far as I have been told, blog was a best platform to express yourself..So, I made one..with the hope that this piece of scrap will be read by all the important character in my life that defines me until today.


Living as a medical student in the land of Soviet was not as magnificent as it had been told to me.. frankly speaking, its hard living here...even to get to the class daily we had to take the bus and the "Metro"(its what the people here called the train) and it takes about one hour and half to reach our classes and lectures venue.. Sounds tiring eh??


About the whether and climate, its freaking cold all-year-long except when summer- a good news for the one with hyperhydrosis like me:).....its a very nice feeling  when you are wearing 3 layers of shirts,wrapped up with a sweeter and still you didn't sweat(Y)...


Solat?? living in a non-Muslim country really put my Islamic knowledge to the test..a Kiblat compass, a small water bottle(for istinjak and wudhu) and a small sejadah are a must for me everytime I go out, as there is no proper place for the Muslims here to perform their prayer..So, any place could be a 'surau'...under the stairs, in classrooms and even the streets...


Talk about foods, Halal food here are quite scarce..and expensive too..Even an ordinary fried rice or "Plof" would priced about 10 ringgit..and this condition really made a huge hole in my pocket..even the Yayasan Terengganu students(they got 800USD for their monthly pocket money-.-'') cook thier own meal to handle this awful money sucking situation...as for me, everytime I cooked(I cook OKAY!!), I always remember my Umi...I missed her sweet,firm voice(skyping is never enough),all her useful-but-poignant lectures and most of all her cook..anak Umi la katekan..

But then, as the old saying "the harder the strive, the sweeter the victory," makes me believe all this hardships will paid off...Allah never fails the one who already strive and will always guide them to what they strive for.. Although Moscow already gave herself a bad first impression to me, I'll never lost hope of having a wonderful life here..